Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Back to December

Well welcome December!!!
3 years ago...
"would you like to be mine?"
"are you kidding me?"
"would you like to be mine?"
"you are really serious, why?"
"because you the only girl that can make me laugh and forget my problem for a while"
"haha"
"so, would you like to be mine"
"I like you but......."
"yeah I get your point"
"I'm sorry"
"you don't need to apologize, it's not your mistake"
"so, we're still friend right?"
"yeah"
"fine"
In fact, after that we are not friend anymore. Whenever we met, there's awkward feeling. You never playing your old guitar to me anymore. I always remember when I forced you to sang the MCR song.You didn't like that song, but you still sang it for me :) . I remember when we went around the city with your motorcycle.

One day, I saw you with another girl. She's more beauty than me. She must be your GF :(
That should be me, a girl stand beside you, not her.
But I should face the truth that you're with her now.
Maybe I regret the word I said to you when you asked me "would you like to be mine?"

*Taylor Swift-Back to December



I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand


This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

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